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Arrogancies of SL

I am a content creator in SL and I like my customers to send me notecards instead of IM's. I still receive them and since I am nice I respond them too, even though my profile says "My IM's get capped". In fact, my IM's don't get capped, I am probably not that important to receive dozens of IM's from people...or my customers are simply satisfied. I never removed that sentence in my profile and I am not going too but I don't know why. Maybe it just sounds important. I think people are used to it and most send notecards anyway which I highly appreciate.

Lately I found an instruction in someone's profile how to send a notecard to him like that:

If you are going to NC me, do it with this format
[YOUR NAME] - Topic or subject matter
NEW NOTE titled NC's will be TRASHED!!

God....is it so hard to read a notecard which opens anyway once you accept it to your inventory? And even if you accept inventory offers automatically, does it matter?

I think, people just wanna hide their lack of confidence by displaying how important they are, and I know in fact they sit behind their computers awaiting the next notecard to be sent to them.

Bastards!

Love

Love can be strange, it can be exciting and also boring sometimes, but the challenge is to find new ways to explore your partner, to slip into new roles you never thought you could do. It can be love, devotion or just passion, even if you think you know someone you suddenly find new sides in your partner...maybe scaring, maybe tempting. The challenge is not to give up so easily, force yourself to be open and not to judge so quickly, get over the barriers the society gave you or even the way you have been raised. Something you dont know is strange in the first run but accomodating to something entirely new can be amazing and give you more pleasure than you have ever expected. Love is the power of all, giving you the will and strange and also the passion, force yourself into new realms and let yourself guide by someone you love. I love and I want to arrive a status of complete satisfaction, nothing that can be done quickly, but I am looking forward to that life task!

(Bad) luck

Being sick during christmas is the worst punishment ever.
Being double sick after having a awesome christmas eve party is bad.
Missing another family gathering right after christmas cause you are sick is luck.

Christmas Eve

Yes it's christmas today and I spend some time on my laptop to write about some thoughts I have. I have the worst cold I ever had since beginning of my life and I am suffering, probably I will drink a bottle of wine later and forget all about it haha.

I miss my father and this year it is the first year I dont spend christmas eve with my mother. Instead I sit with my sister and her husband, their kids and her husbands mother and the famous "Tante Irmchen" something like "Aunt Irmchen". I have never met her and I am not very eager to but it will probably be fun. I know that the mother of my sisters husband (let's call her Annie) is very friendly to Tante Irmchen, cause Tante Irmchen has a lot of money and owns some appartements. And Annie likes to travel and her best skill is to burn her money for some odd things like clothes, beauty surgeries and all that. Unfortunately Annie has no money anymore and Tante Irmchen doesnt wanna die. But Annie will get money and an appartement in case Tante Irmchen dies and so she is very friendly to her.

Knowing all that and knowing they dont know that I know gives me some sadistic pleasure and I know my sister and me will just lean back, sip our wine and grin to each other. Oh what a holy night! My sisters 2 kids will get a lot of presents except from Tante Irmchen I think, well did I mention she hates to spend her money on such odd things? Probably Annie likes it cause more will be left for her and I know we will have to listen to her complains about her poor life and how less money she has. I really pity her that she cannot do three cruises a year anymore and also no face lifting, life can really suck. I hope I won't laugh when her complains become louder and louder until my sisters husband will give her 100 Euro so she can at least buy herself something to eat the next day. He will probably give her 50 Euro more when my nephew accidently spill some redwine on her (new) Chanel dress.

I will lean back, enjoy the holy night and think how lucky I am with my no name skirt, my trinkets and my wrinkled face. In two days I will see my mother and that will be my real christmas eve.

Shopping

I have been shopping a lot lately. Usually I try to compensate something or do it when I think I have earned it cause I worked a lot or something else. But the reason was that I didn't really bought something new the last 2 years. Only the most necessary stuff. After an inspection of my closet I found out that I only have jeans and shirts. Wow, jeans and shirts. Awesome. Nothing nice for going out, well at least nothing that still fits.

It's not that I feel super awesome or pretty but today I went out for dinner and I wore my brand new skirt, a nice top and some hot boots and I felt hot. I felt some gazes on my thighs and butt and it made me smile. Guess I am starting to feel pretty again! I deserve that!

For you

"I Don't Believe You"

I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set and I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight, the times I've cried, we come to blows
And every night the passion's there so it's gotta be right, right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No, I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend
To not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams when you can't wake up
Looks like you've given up, you've had enough
But I want more no I won't stop
'cause I just know you'll come around... right?

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
'cause I, 'cause I still don't mind at all
It's like the way we fight, the times I cry, we come to blows
And every night the passion's there so it's gotta be right, right?

I don't believe you